May 26, 2024
Almost as fast as lightning, she kept up her body and looked at each other in disbelief. Suddenly, before he could answer, she got up and ran a few steps in the direction of diagnosis. She remembered that a basket of eggs was picked up back and ran for a few steps or came back. She carefully put the basket of eggs in the courtyard wall of this family and put it away. She gasped and ran away again.
It hasn’t been long, maybe less than an hour. She came from the clinic. No, she didn’t bring her son home. On the contrary, her face was covered with blood. When she woke up, she missed the moment. When she ran into the clinic, she had fallen into a great madness again, and I didn’t know where to find a kitchen knife and held it high to run outside the door. She also shouted to kill this and that, and her courage was almost broken. She jumped desperately and hugged her son’s leg. I didn’t know that she had a knife cut in her face.
Finally, the son was tied up again and settled down, and she came from the clinic to the town hospital to dress her face. At this time, a large group of people had gathered outside the clinic to watch, but this scene was no stranger’s madness. After being watched, pointing fingers became as familiar as planting crops. Unexpectedly, this time, pointing fingers told the so-called Chinese medicine doctor that he didn’t even know what to treat a wound, so she was anxious again, fearing that she would be rushed to the door by the so-called Chinese medicine doctor to cover her face quickly.
In the afternoon, the heavy rain began again. She came from the hospital and met the stranger who was going back to the small hotel. Suddenly, she forgot the pain and ran over in three steps. She said that she wanted to talk when she got to know him. If the son is fine, can he find a job for him? He always writes and draws in the house, but he can’t wait for the other party to answer him or her, but he says that he or she won’t be crazy. She said that she remembered something urgent and ran into the rain curtain regardless of whether the other party was still not listening to her.
In front of the door where the blind man was robbed, she came again. Although the rain was getting heavier and heavier, a place outside the courtyard was not muddy, she still knelt for a moment without hesitation. This family did not receive her basket of eggs, but now they were thrown at the bottom of the courtyard wall, and they were all broken one by one. She did not care that the basket of eggs had changed again. Her eyes were full of fierce light. The mother wolf knelt there and stared at the courtyard door. She was viciously coveting the young blind man coming from the door and told her that he would go with her. This was of course wishful thinking. The courtyard door suddenly hit three brothers together. Qi Ben came and pulled her up to get rid of her, and Barry went out without mercy. Crazy bitch, stop dreaming. You’ll never wake up again. Wait, wait, wait. These are not the words.
When the three brothers said that her son would never wake up, she just stared blankly for a moment and suddenly cried out like a wolf howling. She said that her son was about to wake up. Do you believe it? Look here, she said that she lifted her sleeve and showed a terrible scar. Then tell the three brothers that it is not far from waking up every time she cuts someone with a knife. Please, he just needs to take some more medicine. Look, this knife is not long before he wakes up.
Howling like a wolf didn’t get the blessing of the Bodhisattva. One of the three brothers ran into the courtyard and pushed a motorcycle. The remaining two brothers lifted her up and set up the back seat of the motorcycle. So one pushed the motorcycle and the other two held her in the back. She was like a prisoner who was about to be taken to the execution ground. She resisted in vain for a few times and couldn’t move any more. After half an hour, they sent her back to the house outside the town and let her three brothers turn around and leave. She was in the house for a while and woke up in the rain, but the three brothers had already chased her.
One cried and covered her chest. In the morning, she woke up later than usual. The rainy days finally stopped the birds singing. At that moment, the sunshine came in, and the chest pain disappeared. She doubted that she might live a long life. Later, she found a chopping knife in a pile of farm tools and sat down on the eaves to polish it one by one. Since she knelt down, she had to take the chopping knife to bring it back and sharpen it. She suddenly became angry with herself and took some medicine to come back. If she saw his room was in a mess, how could she get so worried?
Everything was ready for her. I didn’t expect it to be rain, but it washed away and collapsed in a few days. She walked more difficultly than in the past. Every few steps, she was about to fall down. When she could already see the hill town, she almost fell down again. In a hurry, she held a bamboo beside her and laughed. She was so old that she didn’t know how to cut a bamboo to make crutches for herself. So she squatted down to cut bamboo. At this time, her chest pain suddenly came like a blow. She didn’t stretch out her hand to cover it, and she didn’t come to cry. She
However, this time she never woke up.
Xiaozhou Xiaozhou
She sees that the world is prosperous, and when she respects everyone and knows that they are all her, I, she goes for a walk by the river, and people know her because of childbirth. She cries all the way, and she feels gorgeous and sunny. She is like a wet beach on the river.
In Hu Lancheng, he once described such a Hanyang girl, Xiao Zhou, who happened to be in Hanyang, and I also knew a girl named Xiao Zhou.
Like Xiao Zhou in the Republic of China, I know this Xiao Zhou, and she is quite surrounded by neighbors. If children come to cut their hair, most of them don’t need money to be idle. She also runs around like a child. On weekdays, she keeps a flock of pigeons in addition to dogs. Therefore, my first thought later is that she is running in the alley with dogs. Even if it is rainy, her skirt is covered with mud, and after all, a street will become bright and colorful regardless of running and laughing.
Return the pigeons. She always feeds the pigeons on the roof of the hairdressing salon, holds them in her palm and stares at them for a while. She sends them to the pigeons and flies away. She still stares at them seriously and absently.
She was somewhat absent-minded, because she was serious about one thing, that is, being an actress hit me, and she rushed to take exams in various literary and art academies, but she never got an admission opportunity. Too many failures made it difficult to fall into depression, but she soon made up her mind and led her dog to run wildly in the alley again, because she believed that it was temporary and she was just taking the old road of Zhou Xun.
But among actresses, she is the most Zhou Xun. I shouldn’t say that the walls of her Zhou Xun hairdresser’s shop are all painted by Zhou Xun except for a price list. There are various illustrations on the poster cover calendar. She wants to be an actress, not because of Zhou Xun, but because a man named Zhou Xun in this world has really given her the greatest comfort. This comfort is not ambition. It must be known to people in a country like Zhou Xun. First, she almost always appears on the screen before she admires herself. It would be great if she could send roses from a small town and eventually become a country like her.
If the actor named Zhou Xun is still acting, Hanyang Xiaozhou will not stop being an actress if she imagines it, and she will not stop being an actress. Only in this way can she forget her unwillingness to look directly at her sick mother, who is getting older and getting cold in the hair salon, and she has become more and more a laughing stock in the street.
I’ve also seen many Zhou Xun movies. Once I looked at the screen in a dark cinema, Zhou Xun suddenly turned white. The serious and absent-minded expression also came to Zhou Xun. She has been imitating her. This imitation really took a lot of effort, but I have to admit that she imitated it just right. I just saw Zhou Xun’s shadow from her eyebrow eye running. At the same time, after she refused to kiss her many times, it seems that she almost became a freak. This ridicule has intensified since she started, but she still ignored the hairdresser and spent most of her time taking care of her mother in the hospital.
On a rainy day, I met Xiao Zhou in the alley. She was all wet by the rain and ran past me. She came back to my umbrella and told me that she had gone to see Zhou Xun, but she was really unlucky to take the bus and broke down halfway. When she finally got to the riverside cinema, Zhou Xun had just finished her film publicity activities and left.
Compared with the past, she talked a lot less and hardly laughed. What surprised me most was that she doubted her generation’s luck. She told me that she was leaving Beijing, so she didn’t believe that she couldn’t get along. Because she didn’t know how to persuade her, I thought of myself as her audience. After listening to her all the way, she kept saying that she would leave her.
But it’s not so easy to leave to treat her mother. Half of her hairdressing shop has been sold, but her mother’s illness has become more and more like dying instead of getting better. But the more she tells herself and more people that she is leaving, her horse will leave at the latest month, and she will gradually laugh at her. It’s not just that she wants to be an actress, but she must go to Beijing sooner or later. Everyone knows it, but they are determined to ask her when she will go to Beijing or just tell her that the weather is good recently. Just stay a little longer and don’t hurry back. At this moment, she is calm.
Finally, Xiao Zhou went to Beijing once before she got married.
It is said that she didn’t come for the wedding photo. She meant to sell the remaining half of the house so as to collect enough medicine for her mother. My mother refused to die several times, saying that she would rather die a few days earlier than even have a place to live in the future. I don’t know what the chance was. She got married and the other party promised to help her mother with medical treatment and take her to Beijing once.
She stayed in Beijing for three days and went to the North Film Factory every day without saying a word. Sitting at the gate of the North Film Factory is a magic in many entertainment reports. It seems that many people who want to be actors are here waiting for the opportunity to report that Zhou Xun was here once. It is not surprising that Xiao Zhou went here. She didn’t expect that she actually waited for the opportunity to film the day before. She was called into the North Film Factory and played the maid-in-waiting of Huanyi Bureau in a Qing Palace play for half a day.
After she came back, she got married. It wasn’t long before her mother died. After a while, she sold the remaining half of the house, but she married this man. He was addicted to drugs for many years. He married Xiao Zhou because his parents hid the truth and wanted to find a woman to take care of him. He was already in debt. Not long after he got married, his Xiao Zhou family was smashed by creditors and had to move back to Xiao Zhou’s hairdressing shop. A few days later, she was smashed to help him pay his debts. Xiao Zhou Xin sold the house with a hard heart. This time, she was really divorced from this street.
Even if she wants to move away, she hasn’t forgotten that the portraits and posters on the wall have been carefully taken away, and her dog and pigeon have disappeared with her. I always stop for a while when I pass by that room, and it seems that I will wait for a while, and that bouncing little Zhou will be on the stairs now.
After all, I didn’t beat her. I have seen her three times after so many years.
The first time was in Xiehe Hospital. I came from the crowded outpatient hall and suddenly saw Xiao Zhou. She was setting up a stall by the parking lot. She was concentrating on cutting an old man’s hair. It was said that the years made him old, but she didn’t get old at all. Her hair grew a little longer. While she was cutting it, she smiled and the bystanders were talking motionless. When her right foot stood on tiptoe, it was the same as before. I looked at the urban management, but the stalls came and people ran away. She was no exception, but she cut half her hair to help the old man run forward without running two steps.
The second time was in Wuchang Yangtze River Bridge. This time, she didn’t cut people’s hair, but she was selling pigeons. Pigeons flew all over the stone steps by the river, and the top of a osmanthus tree was full of her pigeons. Every time when the pigeons swooped down on her, she pursed her mouth and opened her arms as if she had hugged her own child, and then she talked to them one by one, while her husband was lying on the stone steps not far away. Perhaps it was because of drug addiction that he couldn’t give up because he was weak and didn’t talk. When the pigeons flew to him, he would shout angrily.